Sunday, February 24, 2008

‘Ithaca’

When you set out on your journey to Ithaca,
pray that the road is long,
full of adventure, full of knowledge.

The Lestrygonians and the Cyclops,
the angry Poseidon—do not fear them:
You will never find such as these on your path,
if your thoughts remain lofty, if a fine
emotion touches your spirit and your body.

The Lestrygonians and the Cyclops,
the fierce Poseidon you will never encounter,
if you do not carry them within your soul,
if your soul does not set them up before you.

Pray that the road is long.
That the summer mornings are many, when,
with such pleasure, with such joy
you will enter ports seen for the first time;
stop at Phoenician markets,
and purchase fine merchandise,
mother-of-pearl and coral, amber and ebony,
and sensual perfumes of all kinds,
as many sensual perfumes as you can;
visit many Egyptian cities,
to learn and learn from scholars.

Always keep Ithaca in your mind.
To arrive there is your ultimate goal.
But do not hurry the voyage at all.
It is better to let it last for many years;
and to anchor at the island when you are old,
rich with all you have gained on the way,
not expecting that Ithaca will offer you riches.

Ithaca has given you the beautiful voyage.
Without her you would have never set out on the road.
She has nothing more to give you.
And if you find her poor, Ithaca has not deceived you.
Wise as you have become, with so much experience,
you must already have understood what Ithacas mean.

- Constantine P. Cavafy

Friday, February 22, 2008

20-02-2008 was the date. the venue was Amsterdam RAI theater. the words failed me and still do.

Then:

2 days ago:


i fear i don't have the words
although i want to share what was happening to mind body and soul.
i will see if the words come.
if they don't, i trust some of you can imagine what was happening to me there and then.

Setlist:
first half, accoustic:
From Hank To Hendrix / Ambulance Blues / Sad Movies / A Man Needs A Maid / Try / Harvest / Love In Mind / Old King / Love Art Blues / Don't Let It Bring You Down / Campaigner / Old Man //
second half, electric:
Dirty Old Man / Spirit Road / Down By The River / Hey Hey, My My / Too Far Gone / Oh, Lonesome Me / The Believer / Powderfinger / No Hidden Path //
Encore:
Cinnamon Girl / Rockin' In The Free World //
Second encore:
The Sultan

Friday, February 15, 2008

Optimism vs Fatalism
Played out in the US elections.. Compare and contrast?

Inspiration


Fatalism

In praise of *Slow*..
Take 20 min to listen and let it sink in
I'm working on trying to not feel guilty when i take a lot of time to do very little sometimes

Thursday, February 14, 2008

I polarize in order to know
Stabilizing healing
I seal the store of accomplishment
With the lunar tone of challenge
I am guided by the power of self-generation



Benazir Bhutto

Slain December 27, 2007

by Meg Wheatley

A great warrior woman has fallen,
Her karuna sword raised so high they had to strike her down.

Many blame her for her vulnerability, lifting herself through the sunroof
exposing herself so readily to violence.

Those who loved her say:

"She believed in democracy, and she believed in speaking to the people. . . .It's not reckless to go out and touch the people."

"She was moving almost in a sea of humanity. No system in the world can protect you against that."

In that sea of humanity, faces loving, needing, trusting. . .
Tell me how could she not lift herself through the sunroof to know them?
What are skillful means in such a welcome sea?

Tibetan teachers say that northwest Pakistan is the home
of the ancient kingdom of Oddiyana,
a golden land that flourished long, long ago,
far before we believe
there was wisdom on this planet.

Even, perhaps, it was Shambhala. land of this prophecy:

"There comes a time when all life on Earth is in danger. Great barbarian powers have arisen. Although these powers spend their wealth in preparations to annihilate one another, they have much in common: weapons of unfathomable destructive power, and technologies that lay waste our world. In this era, when the future of sentient life hangs by the frailest of threads, the kingdom of Shambhala emerges.

Now the time comes when great courage–moral and physical courage–is required of the Shambhala warriors, for they must go into the very heart of the barbarian power, into the pits and pockets and citadels where the weapons are kept, to dismantle them. . . .The Shambhala warriors have the courage to do this because they know that these weapons are manomaya (manmade).

The warriors of Shambhala have weapons of their own

Compassion
Insight
And knowing who they are and what they must do.

So it was with Benazir Bhutto.
Against the darkening forces that now inhabit her homeland
She raised her Shambhala weapons through the sunroof
Piercing the clouds
For one brief shining moment.

May we remember who she was
May we recognize who we are

Do not squander your life


Karuna. Sanskrit for compassion, any action taken to reduce suffering, tempered with wisdom.

source



Thursday, February 07, 2008

Learning from Flowers
..the story of a rose that longed for the company of the bees, but none would come to her...

Even so, the flower was still capable of dreaming. When she felt all alone, she would imagi­ne a garden filled with bees that came to kiss her. And so she managed to resist until the next day, when she opened her petals again.

“Aren’t you tired?” someone must have asked her.

“No. I have to go on fighting,” answered the flower.

“Why?”

“Because if I don’t open up, I wither.”

source

African Elegance :)

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

simple happiness
simple things have been making me happy, and i thought to record them to get better insight into the ways of these things.

  • i passed a woman on my bike whose coat caught my eye. the closer i got, the more i liked the coat. i caught myself thinking it, and wondered whether i shouldn't just tell her i liked her coat. while riding past her i turned around and told her i liked her coat. She smiled, and i was happy. happy i shared that thought instead of keeping it inside. Happy that it brought a smile to her face early in the morning. Happy to appreciate beautiful things.
  • i was happy to receive a cd from my love - the music has been making me happy, his thought to buy it and leave it in my postbox unannounced made me happy. it still does.
  • i am always happy to hear the birds sing. the gradual increase of chattering and singing bird sounds that this season brings makes me happy.
  • recognising and appreciating the humour and art of a dated Visconti movie made me happy.